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Solitude is independence
I hate feeling like its wrong to be the person I am… Honest, blunt, and closed off to myself! Its not a front or a wall, it’s me! I don’t understand why people can’t understand that! Over trying to prove to everyone who I am! When the person I’m being is ME! Annoyed!
Sometimes I feel like getting over you is impossible! Just when I think I’m making progress you start crossing my mind again… I promised you I’d never give up and I’d chase you if you ever left but it seems stupid to keep trying for something that may not be there… I just wish I knew what went wrong… One day we were fine then the next we were done! I loved you with every bit of love I had… And I still do! I wish I could tell you but speaking to you about this only opens scars again! How can we make this work again and find the happiness we once had with each other… I know you loved me but I wish you still did… I miss you more and more everyday and trying to move on is the last thing I want to do! I still believe in us… I hope someday I can tell you how I feel but for now I’ll let you go in hopes that you’ll realize what we had and that I love you and come back! 5/29/08… Today would have been three years and 9 months! I love you still and always will!
